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The name's Michelle, but some call me Twi on the account of my username. I've been drawing since 5th grade. With my combined love of art and gaming, I aim to become a Video Concept Artist. I'm pretty awkward, but I admit to the dumb things I do. Like this description.

My big sis: :iconxxsusiegoesrawrxx: XxSusieGoesRawrxX

My fraternal twin: :iconxxmusic1996xx: XxMusic1996xX

Real life friends: :iconicasma:

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Journal History

It’s strange how people say they grow out of Autism/Asperger’s because I still know I have Asperger’s.

I think I know why, too.

I learned about this disorder late into my middle school years, and knowing the differences between now, then and when I was in elementary, the only thing I knew that change of me was the way I acted towards others.

In elementary, I was very sociable, freely spoke my mind, and was unafraid of getting other kids in trouble for breaking rules, as well as try and befriend them.

In middle school, I began to grow quiet, was bitter towards everyone, and felt more lonely (Though I did gain more friends). I tried my hardest to correct my classmates behavior, but it just started feeling like a hopeless task.

Now, I feel more positive, though I try my best to hold my tongue on certain subjects and what not. But with how my life went, I think I ended up developing a social anxiety of sorts. I don’t know what anyone is thinking. It always feels like the friends I’ve made over the years are almost too good to be true. That they might end up leaving me.

But that was only me socially. My personality, more or less, stayed the same.

I’m in a constant awkward teen phase. I obsessed over things like Kid Icarus, Pokemon, Sonic, and Happy Feet (I think my phases are marked with each new obsession). I freeze up at situations or changes that overwhelm me. I repeat phrases over and over again. I just want to be a hero to someone.

Really, Autism isn’t just some part of the brain that could be separated and you could still be you. Autism is you.

You can’t grow out of it. You only learn how to adapt.

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Yoshiondiviantart Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Woah! A person who's in exactly like me in every way, and has the same name I do (albeit spelled differently)? [DANCING INTENSIFIES] 
I'm sorry, is this comment creepy? I don't know. ^_^;
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DamaristheNekohuman Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Art-Trade open? ^^
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DrawingStar12 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
YueStarla Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Drats I missed your Birthday! xD ive bene away for awhile x3 Happy late bday. :3 i ordered an art tablet x3 so im going to start drawing now and posting stuff <w< doing a lot of work where my computer stuff is so havent been able to scan my paper drawn stuff. but now im definitely going to be working on stuff :D

Anyways hope you are doing well! Keep up the good works!
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DragonTamer73 Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm not sure if you would be interested or not, but I found a cool Undertale theory vid about Chara not being the true antagonist of Undertale. It's about 28 mins. if you're looking to kill sometime.…
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